My life would have been so different if we had never left Texas. If my parents had never ‘succeeded’ in their careers. If I had grown up near my family.

If we had never stopped being happy.

Sitting in the Houston airport drinking tea and reading Keats.

The weekend ended too soon. I’m gonna miss home.

BLACK SWAN IS THE CRAZIEST THING EVER OH MY GODDODDDDODODDD.

but in a way I’m kind of jealous.

Oh and how they used the swan lake music as the soundtrack and paralleled the movie plot with the ballet plot was freaking genius and blew my mind.

I wonder how much of this has changed the rest of my life.